Gail Porter

For Gail Porter , who were in the late 90s, both The Best and the worst of times.

at The age of 21 years, she was a trademark of British Television - a young, smiling dynamo of Edinburgh, Portobello, was perfectly at home leading daytime programs, such as Fully Booked , The Big Breakfast and Live and alive-before landing a prime-Time slot, hosting the Friday Night Top of The Pops .

your fan-base was burgeoning, and she has often left the studio in a state of total euphoria.

to vent But their seemingly unstoppable energy, as she entered her apartment in London - where loneliness, self-doubt and depression set in.

Then, one morning, is not really an event, to get their left in the position of the bed.

Gail had attended a Nude-photo shoot for what was projected on the houses of Parliament in a now infamous publicity stunt.

It helped More Than a million copies of the magazine sell within two months.

decades ago, Gail has had no idea the photo would be in such a Manner - and that they never paid for their Work .

Gail told Bbc Scotland : "I've dealt with things since I was 18, but to think that knocked my confidence a lot, that I had trusted someone, And Then I find myself at the bottom of Big Ben .

"I have had to do with the game, some people were nice and some people were unfriendly. It made me stay in bed for quite a long Time . "

The Moderator Mental Health is the focus of the new Bbc Scotland Documentary , you see, cast on the important points in your life and in your career as you often hear difficult truths by friends and family.

In the film, the first scenes they visited The Palace of Westminster and is reminiscent of the burdens you are faced with the consequences of the FHM-media-storm.

criticism and taunts around and followed her, occasionally in a very public Way - in an episode of Nevermind the Buzzcocks in the same year.

Known for his most scathing joke, the host, Mark Lamarr , joked that he had seen "More Than enough" from her up - without a comment, the Links Gail visibly upset in front of the Camera .

She Said : "We met in the Green Room and I said, he was extremely Rude - he actually said, sorry that he thought it was a joke.

"Personally, it made me feel insignificant. This was not a long Time , if you have the Me movement.

"Everyone then wanted to; I just wanted to stay home. I thought maybe it is my fault and I deserve this type of comment. "

in Spite of the frequent bouts of misfortune, the maintenance of the appearance of the "wee smiley Gail ' is of the utmost importance, even if at the Time Gail was not aware of the stress placed on your mind and body.

after moving to London at the age of 19 years, there was rarely food in your refrigerator - instead of you and the bears survived on wine, or rubber.

she developed Anorexia Nervosa - a condition in which they lived about nine years. But Gail only realized something was wrong, as she was banned to fall out of your gym after fainting.

"people say, 'oh wow, you look great'," She Said . "I always thought, every Time I someone said thinner, I looked great.

"I enjoyed the admiration, and it got out of control, I couldn't stop it. I thought if I could control my food and myself to make what I thought look was better, then everything's going to be great in The World .

"But it was not, I ended up in hospital very unwell. "

What followed in the next two decades, a further polarizing highs and lows for Gail was.

they married and celebrated the birth of their "miracle" daughter, honey, was told by doctors that she could not have children.

A serious battle with their Mental Health , and Gail , turned to self-harm, was cut under the Mental Health Act (1983) and is experiencing a period of homelessness.

she has no definitive answer for what is wrong for you, even though she suspects very strongly, she developed an aversion to talking about their feelings in their Early Childhood .

And though she saw her personal life splashed across the headlines, Gail is not the fault of your career in Television for her struggles.

you said: "As a TV-presenter was my favorite thing in The World , it is the greatest fun ever.

"I think there were a lot of deeper questions that came up at certain points.

"I know it is something not wired quite right in my brain.

"not does It Make Me a bad person, it means that you can you give me a badge and tell me what it is. I would prefer to Gail only. "

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Source of news: bbc.com