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"I had to grow up in a real Identity Crisis ," says singer-songwriter Rina Sawayama .

"I started to feel like the things that had happened to me, how to go to the University, actually does not happen. I questioned everything in My Life . "

To your life back on track, she began a long, difficult process of digging through your Family History and decryption of your identity as a Japanese-British, bisexual woman.

"It was tough, definitely," she says, "But at the same time, it was so cathartic. "

It is one of the best albums also produced a 2020 so far: A wild collision of pop, Opera, house, music, and hair metal, the colors Rinas demons in a strangely compelling self-portrait.

About 44 minutes, the 29-year-old makes your darkest Moments , Depression , racism, alienation, family, trauma, and internalized shame about their Sexuality - But somehow makes it Into Something beautiful and excessively catchy.

"I don't want to say, it has helped me to find peace, But this record is like my Family Album ," says The Singer . "It took decades, But I found my story. "

Born in Niigata, Japan in 1990, Rina Sawayama moved to London at the Age Of five with her parents. She attended a Japanese school, learn calligraphy, and dance, in addition to the typical curriculum topics.

If you switched to a Church of England school at the Age Of 10 years, however, they absorbed Other People 's opinions of your family, "different", and found it difficult to integrate.

But The Real bombshell came when their parents separate. It was a messy, painful affair, interrupted by quarrels over money, and Rina found herself caught in The Middle .

"My parents were constantly fighting, and to talk with their children about it," she explains. "It was The Classic " Oh, your mother is like this", " Well, your father said. '

"I just didn't know what was real and what was not, because there were so many people tell me different things. "

to further complicate it, it was Rina, the realization that she was bisexual is a topic that you discussed still with their parents. Then puberty set in.

"I had a serious hormonal surge, when I was 13 and I was A Nightmare ," she says.

"My mother and I were not in a room until I was 15, it's a vibe. To close simply. We would have screaming arguments, from 7 o'clock in The Morning . "

done with the drama, she poured herself into school work ("I'm a bit of a nerd") and threw himself into the London music scene. They also landed in trouble, though.

"I grew up in the vicinity of Camden, so I would go to gigs all The Time and not Home until 10 o'clock in the evening on a school night, which really worried my mom. "

On one occasion, they even took flight to France after a meeting with A Stranger on a valor gig.

"she was like, 'you should come to Paris,' so I stayed in her Paris Home ," says The Singer . "It was full with cats, and you had smoke and there was tar on the ceiling. It's such a crazy story, now I think of it. I was fifteen!

"But it was literally The Time of My Life . This is where I discovered My Love for music and My Love of concerts and the community around music. "

you visited the years in an album-track called Paradisin' - which tells interrupted is The Story of a night, from her mother, the angry calls.

"We shared a laptop, so that you would go, MSN Messenger and talking to My Friends and be like," Hello, where Rina is? She has not come Home ,'" says The Singer .

"I would kiss a guy and mom would get his number and call Him - that's pretty iconic.

"Mama Sawayama was like a sniff. She was really after me. So I wanted The Song to sound like a chase. "

Finally, Rina did well enough to win in the school to a place in Cambridge, where she studied psychology, sociology and politics.

The setting only reinforced their feelings of alienation, however.

"you are introduced to The Class , you never grew up with: The Future of Boris Johnson's and The People who have the same last name as The Library . I simply didn't understand that the world. "

The University had not much of a music scene, But it has an influence on your songwriting.

"I'm like a dissertation," she laughs. "I like it, a couple of months, where I research what I want to write about it and fill my head with words and reading books and watching movies and listening to podcasts. "

On their debut album, The Essay is titled: "you don't want to break The Chain with me?" and each of the pieces is a Chapter exploring the different facets of intergenerational pain and cultural identity.

This might sound hard and worthy, But , fortunately, Rina's musical education came during one of the pop most ridiculous eras.

"The impact was chart music and The Charts in the early 2000s were messy," she says. "You had nu-metal for a week and bubble-gum-pop The Next , then Pharrell and Timbaland, press R& B in The Following week.

"I love all the music so I mish wanted to mash in the data set. It is very clean. I was not trying to Be Cool . "

The result is refreshingly quirky: don't expect to hear, Destiny's Child tunes mixed with a grain-guitar riff (XS) or of a Beethoven Sonata, mixed with the victory fanfare from Final Fantasy (Snakeskin) But , inexplicably, it all works.

"There was so much family drama Growing Up , I wanted it to sound dramatic," she explains.

"It was not so, 'Yes, already! I just want to take The People to dance!' Maybe on The Second album, I'm going to do, But on The First , there were things that I needed to talk about. "

The Album was not easy, But . The grunge, abrasive guitars marked a tonal shift from the glossy pop of her buzzworthy 2017 debut EP, Rina.

Several record companies balked when they heard The Debut single, STFU! - an aggressive, explicit reaction to the racist and festishistic comments that she gets, as a Japanese Woman living in The West ("Have you ever thought about taping your Big Mouth ? 'Cause I have, many times", she sings in The Chorus ).

According to Rina, a nameless major label, the negotiations moved after The Track played. She later learned, one of the managers had, by prove you Rina Wagamama behind her back, a little, The Song is the point.

The Album was finally, in 1975, Record Label Dirty Hit , its owner, Jamie Oborne, caught had no concerns at all.

"He laughed hysterically; he loved it from the get-go,"

His confidence in Rina's vision was rewarded when The Album came out last week, with glowing reviews on both sides of The Atlantic . called it a "thrilling musical adventure" described, while the newcomer as "one of The Most courageous voices in pop today".

"Rina Sawayama ," "is our favorite Genre ".

The Singer has avoided the reviews - "I don't know to read whether it is a good idea, the good stuff about yourself" - But says The Album received a thumbs up from The Most important critics of all: her mother.

"I sent it to her, and she absolutely loves it," says Rina.

Mrs Sawayama even functions, which is to reflect on the last stretch, Snakeskin, about how you feel about life, in an interview with Rina recorded on your 60th birthday.

"I've realized that I want to now know who I want to see, to do, what I want to do, be who I want to be," she says in Japanese.

It was a conclusion Rina had also reached, in The Course of the making of The Album . - The sharing of The Experience meant that some of her residual fear of simply "melted away".

"people try to understand their whole life through the creation of stories," says The Singer .

"Literally, at the Age Of 27, when I started to write this record, I felt ready to understand that it is not trying like Other People to lie, you know?

"It is their version of The Truth , and this record is my version of The Truth . There is something super liberating. "

Sawayama is now on Dirty Hit .

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